Have you ever had the feeling of not knowing what to do? Just completely and utterly lost. You don’t know whether to cry or be mad or both. You literally feel numb all throughout your entire body and mind. This is what I felt the days and weeks after Aubrey went to heaven. I can’t… Continue reading 2/21/18 Why I went to church
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2/18/2018 The Empty Room
An empty crib, a changing table with trach supplies left in the same spot from the day you passed, toys scattered, dirty cloths in your laundry basket, books left unfinished, blankets left unfolded, equipment left unused, clothes that have never been worn, paperwork that never got finished. What do you do with a room that… Continue reading 2/18/2018 The Empty Room
2/11/18 What Do you Say
Have you ever wondered what the right thing to say to a mother who has lost their child? Have you ever asked someone if they have any kids and they tell you about the ones in heaven? Do you want to ask them about their child or totally run and hide? Do you know somebody… Continue reading 2/11/18 What Do you Say
2/6/18 A Day in the Life
I want to take it back once again to the days Aubrey and I got to spend together and what they were like. Now, looking back, these were some of the best days of my life. At the time they were stressful and I really had no idea what I was doing. We just took… Continue reading 2/6/18 A Day in the Life
1/30/18 Doing the right thing
Have you ever wondered if you are doing the right thing? If this is God’s will? I am constantly thinking about these questions. I am learning how to just sit back and listen and see where God is working and adjust my life to that. Instead of trying to figure it all out on my… Continue reading 1/30/18 Doing the right thing
1/25/17 A Grateful Heart
I just want to take some time to express how thankful I am to each and every single one of you who have stood by our side these past two years. We have been so extremely blessed with the most wonderful family and friends and most of all people we don’t even know. When you… Continue reading 1/25/17 A Grateful Heart
1/21/18 Grief is Real
Guys today has been a great day but a tough one all at the same time. I get so full when I go to church and get to spend time with others who care about the same God that I do. Today we had a fun little Life Group fair for everyone and it was… Continue reading 1/21/18 Grief is Real
1/14/18 Finding Your Purpose
“Many are the plans in a person’s heart, but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails.” Proverbs 19:21 Boy has it been a rough week. With home life and work and my crazy emotions life has been insane. My laptop decided to almost start on fire on me and totally fried the hard drive. As… Continue reading 1/14/18 Finding Your Purpose
1/8/18 Welcome Baby Aubrey
We are going to take it back to the beginning from the day Aubrey was born. July 22nd, 2016. She entered this world on her actual due date, something only 5% of babies do. We fully expected Aubrey to be your typical healthy baby. I had a very easy pregnancy, the doctors never found anything… Continue reading 1/8/18 Welcome Baby Aubrey
1/1/2018 First Holiday Season
This year the holidays were the most difficult yet most meaningful holidays I have ever experienced. Kicking off the holiday season is Thanksgiving of course. We chose to forego staying home since both of my parents weren’t going to be around. Instead we drove to Montana to visit our most amazing friends, Donald, Jamie and… Continue reading 1/1/2018 First Holiday Season
Traveling through Grief 